Well, I just finished working on my local history project for my AP history class. Long story short me and my friend rose were riding and talking about carousels for literally three hours after school. We won't edit the video till Sunday, but I must say myself it will be a masterpiece, a masterpiece of idiocy but, still a masterpiece nonetheless.
What else is new in my life, sadly not much. Unless you feel like counting my finals and regents coming up. I know what you're thinking, lucky you, that sounds like fun. On the guy front I rather not talk about I don't think. However I find I will talk about it, I have trouble dropping the dets on everything in my life. There's was this guy, lets call him Will for kicks, anyway Will and I had a thing for two-seconds, but alas he was using me to get over another girl. How do I know this you might be thinking to yourself? He told me, via text message. I have the worst luck either, or quite possibly the worst judgement ever, I guess a little of both to be perfectly honest.
However, the guy, my weakness, and I hung out a couple weeks ago. This guy has been hitting on my cousin, just to add the frosting to this delicious cake of 'what the fuck were you thinking'. I'm retarded, retarded for his charm and lies. So only my cousin knows and my best friend know about how twisted this "love affair" is. I know everyone else would judge me on this, they knew how he hurt my feelings before, but yet I go back. Time and Time again I go back. Why can't I take my own advice and give him a good slap in the face and move on. I think it is almost impossible to take your own advice. Right now I would normally ask what should I do, but I won't. Number one I doubt anyone will read this then give me advice, also I know what I should do. I should stay far away cause A: hes got a girl thats deff not me and B: the fact he's an ass. A lying ass who just tries to get in my pants multiple times.
This song says it all, thanks Ellie Goulding
We've only ever kissed lying down
We've only ever touched
When there's no one else around
I can be elusive if you want me to
I'm not being intrusive
I just wish I knew the truth
As to why
I wait for you
Longer than the average person would
And why
I think about you
More than I think one should
Our body's fit together like a makeshift puzzle
And It's clear to see why you puzzle me
And you turn your frame
And you whisper my name
As though I am a burden
The End by Ellie Goulding
